"intO dA wOrld of silEce"

im really not the one…believed me..

you always confronted me,telling me its my fault..

telling me how hard you suffered for the things i’ve done,

but,girl,have you even asked yourself if im hurting too??!?

this time,i want to clear things out between the two of us..

and the things we’ve been fighting for and how and why this relationship became a totally messed..

i want to tell you these things….

im not the one hurting you,your the one who hurts yourself!!

i always tried to be the best friend you’ll ever need..

be patience,ready to understands and listened to each words that comes to your mouth..

i do all those things just to be able to make things work…

and because i love you and i mean it…

but,should i always be the one to make a move to strengthen this relationship???

and you know what?!….

your such a happy,nice,sweet and lovable person..

you want to loved and be loved by everybody…

your busy,having fun together with your new friends…

enjoying each others company and knowing each other more and more…

and i may say,that its really a pleasure to be your friend and be a part of your life..

having you is such a wonderful gift i’ve ever had..

but,girl….do you even noticed me??

do you even realized i exists??!!

do you even think of me,and began to learned that someone’s waiting you…

near..

near….

near the cafeteria…..

Someday,somehow,somewhere…

i’ll be gone and destiny wouldnt allow me to stay..
there are words left unspoken,
missions never accomplished,
secrets never reveal,
actions never express,
feeling never shared and forgiveness
never give…

fate will never give me another chance to spend
simple moments with you..
no more laughed,
no more fighting,
no more talked,
and no more love to shared…

but still i want you to know that your worth as a good friend of mine will be a part of the reasons why im here and standing still,
although life gives a thousand of trials and pain..

and i will never ever forget how you once touch my life and
shared me its wonderful meaning…

When I’m down
your always there to lift me up
when i cry
your there to wipe away my tears
when i close my eyes
your the only one who comes
in my mind…
when i fall asleep
your the one i dreamed about
when i was hurt and in pain
your the one who cheers me up
when i felt like dying because of
the things bothering my mind..
your always there to understand
and comfort..

your always there for me,
even in my darkest dreams..
your proud in every piece of thing
i achieved…

thanks coz you care
thanks coz your always there
to stay…

When i met you,
my life has been changed
you brought happiness
and fulfillment..
you make me feel special
and contented..
to what i have right now
that’s why I’m glad
your mine..

even though there’s a lot of things
we’ve been fighting for..
I’m happy to realize that
we’ve ended up oKay..

i want you to know that
ill always be here for you,guiding
and supporting you in whatever
path you may take..

until there was you and me
on this world
there would be no pain and
sadness,
Coz your what makes my day
and the friendship we’ve shared
will remain in my heart,

until Lord,welcomes me to His place.